Thursday, January 24, 2008

A new leaf


A poem a day for a year? Preposterous perhaps, but no longer will I be bothered by punctuation

As I grow older I grow more irresponsible,
At twenty-four I feel like thirteen,
I want to hit things,
I want to get hit.

So I join a rugby team
I get the ball,
and before I know why I run
forward-
stinging stars and swelling tissue surround me

Blood pounding everywhere and nowhere at once
I hold the ball until I hit the ground,
then I must let go or I am part of the ball
a ball that can be stomped, kicked and crushed

and based on how the speed of contact makes me feel,
so alive in pain-
I wonder if I will let go at all.
everyone notices a black eye.

I want to hit things,
but sometimes
I want to get hit more.


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